It has been a long, neverending week and my energy levels have been depleted well into the minus side. I’m not sure what’s brought on this state of weariness but I’m struggling with conquering it.
On Tuesday night I had decided that I would go to the gym since I skipped Sunday and dragging myself there was next to impossible – during the drive there I kept trying to think of more terrible things that I would rather be doing than working out (getting my legs waxed made the list). I told myself the 20+ minutes I was going to spend running on the treadmill was going to make me feel better, but it didn’t, it only made me feel worse.
I then skipped both Wednesday and Thursday at the gym. I am trying to convince myself that I’ll go this evening but I think that’s a lie – I overslept this morning so, as much as I want to leave right at 5, I’m sure I will stay at work until at least 5:30pm.
My hopes are that I will sleep well this evening and wake tomorrow feeling refresed and ready to take on the world. I want to get to the gym and the grocery store and tomorrow evening I’m meeting my bowling team for dinner and then we’re off to bowl for BBBS. I’m hoping that Sunday I might not even make it out of my pajamas. Those are my favorite days EVER.
And if I thought this week was long, next week is even longer – I have three nights where I will have to be at work until at least 7, maybe even 8. I’ve got my fingers crossed that I’ll be able to use some of the comp time I will accumulate and take Friday off. Even better than a Sunday in my pajamas would be a FRIDAY in my pajamas.
So in case my absence/lack of blogging has been questioned, there you have it.
I’m just TIRED.